Janji Ku Padamu

Di saat kau kesepian
Usah kau menjauh
Ku kan pulang mengapaimu
Mendakap erat tubuhmu

Tika kita berjauhan
kekasih, usah kau bersedih
di depanmu aku hadir
sebagai janji kesetiaanku

Aku berjanji padamu
Dengan seluruh jiwaku
Akanku pimpinmu
Akanku jagamu
Percayalah, ku kan mencintaimu
Selamanya..

Di sudut hati yang terdalam
Sesungguhnya kaulah bintang
Yang menerangi malam-malam sepiku
Kau anugerah terindah

Di saat resah menganggumu
Buangkan rasa itu
Ku kan sentiasa di sisi
buat mengusir mimpi sedihmu

Medical Checkup

I went for medical checkup last Friday..So far so good because i did the same check last year so no big deal. But!, there is one thing really unexpected happened..extra test for me, the doctor had to checked my private area! he said its a company procedure..fuck ar! damn weird! nak tak nak kene check gak..i felt very uncomfortable when i opened my boxer that time..hahaha! Kalau Dr.Olga Kurylenko then its ok-lah! hehe!

Bad Luck or Dugaan?

I bought a bus ticket from KB to KL 2 days before 15th October and went back to KL for a medical check-up in MAS, Subang. When i arrived in KL, i got a sms from anonymous number ( kak Intan kot) : Dear all, pls b informed that ur m/check up on 15 oct 08 has been canx due no doct. We will adv lateronce its confirm. Sory 4 any inconvenience caused. Rgds Intan MAS. Im speechless for 5 mins..then 15 mins..30 mins..until now..haha!

My flying phase in APFT already started since August, but my hours of flying is 0:35 mins. Due to Leave, Ramadhan, priority to the seniors. After 2 months of accepting the excuses, my batch went to see the principal. Then he said definitely after raya Batch 17 will have their chance to fly. Then we all came back to Kelantan with high hopes and a smiley face hope that we can get sortie (fly), but all that are just a dream because on that week almost all aircraft have to undergone modification and service. Just 2 aircraft are available that time and those aircraft have to give to the seniors. What a waste of time..damn it!

After a week of fighting for sorties for our batch, we get a chance of flying..but one day 2 or 3 sorties. So we have to take turn base on our attendance. On my turn which is last week, i suppose to have sortie on Monday, but the flight ops has to cancel it because the flying instructor wants to fly only with his students. So i postponed it to next day. the reason are still the same. I have my own instructor but he is very important and busy man that is why i have to pinjam another instructor. Finally i have my chance to fly on Wednesday with my own instructor, BUT .............because of the weather ( Monsun sudah mari ) again and again and again postpone to Thursday. So i went back to hostel at 10:30 am, as usual play CS ( LAN game ) with my housemate ( mengisi masa lapang). Then 5 o'clock, i went to see the notice board in the cafe, i found out that my senior took all my sorties on Thursday. Dengan penuh kesabaran, pack my bag and go to KB mall and buy ticket to KL.

"SABAR ITU SEPARUH DARIPADA IMAN"

Suasana di Panchor

Negeri Kelantan sebenarnya best, pelbagai tempat menarik boleh melawat seperti KB Mall, Tesco, pantai cahaya bulan, bachok, golok, hot mom, go-kart dll.cuma takde wayang je..kalo ada pun wayang kulit. kalau nak tengok gak movie kene la download..

Crew Residence - aktiviti-aktiviti terbaru sudah dapat dikenalpasti oleh batch 17 (aku tau batch-batch lain dah lama start) biasa la batch 17 nih berumur sket..1) Counter Strike 2) Winning Eleven 3) Photography 4) Football Manager 5) Movies 6) Facebook 7) Party (kelantan pun boleh party gak beb)

Persiapan Menyambut Aidilfitri

Dari tahun ke tahun, aku membuat persiapan hari raya dengan hanya "monitor" sahaja..haha! Apa yang aku lihat ialah kakak-kakak ku dan adik perempuan (kaum hawa) yang akan membuat persiapan. Ada jugak aku tolong, tolong belikan vanila flavour yg dlm botol kecik dan telur 10 biji.

Semalam plan untuk hari ni ialah menolong ibuku mengemas rumah, apabila ku bangun saja dari tidur, ku melihat bibik sedang mengemas rumah. Dah takde jodoh aku nak mengemas, nak buat camne..haha! So aktiviti malam ini berkemungkinan seperti semalam, pergi ke jalan TAR untuk shopping..best woh! walaupun keadaan trafik pejalan kaki agak sesak, tetapi masih bergerak perlahan tiada halangan..Terima kasih kepada pegawai-pegawai MBKL yang mengawal keadaan di jalan TAR.

Saya ingin mengambil kesempatan ini untuk mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin kepada semua ahli keluargaku, kawan2 (sekolah, miat, company lamaku, Apft) dan semua muslimin dan muslimat yang dikasihi!

How To Treat Your Girlfriend

This is how you should treat your girlfriend.

1. Make sure you never lie to her. You will be found out.
2. Never refuse to kiss her in public, just say to yourself, "If they laugh at me, they're jealous!". Of course, there are some people who think this is shame--try using neutral forms of expressing (eg. letters) instead!
3. Don't be afraid to touch her. Why would she be going out with you if she didn't want your touch?
4. Compliment her. It will mean a lot to her.
5. Always open doors for her and pull her seat out for her,This is basic etiquette for a gentleman. Watch her go into the house, stay there until the door closes!
6. Never make a fool out of a girl in front of anyone. This could lead to hurt feelings, and her hand at your face.
7. Be yourself. Don't put on a fake show of yourself.
8. Don't use her!!!
9. Make her feel like the BEST THING in your life. She probably is!!
10. When you are spending time with her, make sure she has your attention. Make sure you listen to her and talk to her. Just sitting beside her DOESN'T count as time together.
11. LITTLE things mean a lot! A love note, rose, sweet text message or things like this just to let her know you are thinking of her and care for her.
12. Be the man, pay for things at times. Girls don't like to have "kept" men. (Note: this rule depends on who you're dating. If she routinely objects to you paying for everything on your dates, it is probably better for your relationship to let her pay sometimes, or go dutch. This way she will not resent you or feel like her opinions mean nothing to you.)
13. Don't call your girlfriend "hot" or "sexy", words like beautiful or gorgeous mean a lot more to her. (Note: once more, this depends on the girl. You know her best, so use your judgment.)
14. Text or call her every night before you go to sleep and every morning when you wake up. It makes her feel special. (Note: Or stalked. Tread carefully.

Extra tips

• Gifts don't need reasons to be given. Buy your girlfriend gifts on normal days. If you have no idea what gift to be given, send her a letter in a card (begin with affection).
• Hugs will give off the message that you are affectionate, and want to hold her.
• Ask her on dates often. (They don't have to cost anything: going to a park is always nice, or the beach)

Time Machine

I wish could have a time machine..I wanna go back to 22nd September 2008, 11:00pm. Why? Because i wanna stop myself at that time and advice myself not to see her that night and ask her to meet me after several days. You see, when you are in shock or mad or unstable you cannot make a good decision..

All these while, we can settle our problems together without *****up..(i still can't believe that we are actually not together anymore) with our rational thinking, we can still get a solution and stick with it and continue our journey of life together..

I miss her! i miss her! i miss her sooo muchhhhhhh!
argh! i want that De lorean from the movie Back to the future!